Hello world.... ok i shouldnt be so formal....
Today was another one of those sucky days.... I woke up and then i got nagged at again.... then she left so i talked on the phone till my tuition teacher came which was very punctual surprisingly today.... anyway, sometimes stuff isnt always going as it seems, and u just cant take it anymore, u wanna run away, move out, live alone... bad idea.... today, i learnt tt its nearly impossible to stay happy when u do such a thing... where are u gonna live? where are u gonna get the money to live from? how are u going to stay in sch? how are u gonna survive? who is gonna sign all ur impt papers? it'll be a harder life then it alr is so dun...
Anyway, i realise many things about my mum... first, she always doubts, she is very negative and hardly spares a positive thought... second, she is very over protective.... really, she nv lets me do anything and everything i do or say is wrong... she thinks im 5, and im not lying, she really treats me like a little boy who cant take care of himself.... shes treating me like a 5 yr old retarded deaf and blind boy.... tts how bad it is... i wish i can do something, but, nth, theres really nth i can do....
Well, i hope tmr will be better, but i have a feeling it wont be.... Owell, life has to go on, i just gotta put on a happy face and pretend nth ever happened... But, without the help of a very special person, i dun think i'll be tt happy... so yea, from the bottom of my heart.... Thank u, Thank u very very much!
And those taking your Os now... All the best! Good luck! and break a leg! hahaha...
CHOCOLATE ;;
10:39 PM <3